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  • work, detachment, 6/12 axis

    Good work requires a certain soberness. This comes from detachment. Passion distorts the vision. The emotional detachment demanded by trading is the most direct version of this, and so God keeps it as the most direct way to wealth. The purpose of ārtha may be to inculcate this state: ‘doing what must be done’. That is also the satvic attitude.

    I think it relates to the sixth house: cold logic and supporting others. Health must be approached in the same sober attitude. The opposite of the sixth is the twelfth, which includes sex, sin, and spiritual ecstasy– all passions.

    → 9:00 AM, Dec 28
  • how beautiful would it be to heal people with a donut and coffee instead of some obscure herb, showing them the solutions are there and accessible at all times, that God never distorts culture so far that health and happiness are inaccessible, that if one has great discrimination, which is tripura herself, then all situations, even the most “satanic”, can be danced with well, and life is a free and continual joy. its said kameshvari loves drinking poison. am i using the world as a tool or am i deluded?

    → 9:39 PM, Oct 30
  • in the republic, plato says the best doctor is one who experiences many kinds of illnesses. i wonder if in bazi, when energy is in the phase of sickness, perhaps it means your consciousness is very tuned to sickness, even encouraging it. the silver lining of this is a great self-consciousness, which comes from anxiety, which comes from sickness, (the sickest ages are the most self-conscious, which has its benefits), and an understanding of medicine, health, and the body. i don’t think self-consciousness is bad, as long as you treat it artfully, with humor, and don’t get attached to it.

    → 9:38 PM, Oct 30
  • theodicy

    when i see videos of people in great physical distress, jaw broken, wind pipes sliced into with a shovel– things i cannot even imagine the pain of– i am at a loss in reconciling what i see with god. my faith feels blind. my one cope is that in that moment god would remove their pain and their suffering, would not bring that pain to their conscious experience, or would only surface the amount of pain they could handle. i’m thinking of people saying how adrenaline causing them to not feel any pain, but this does not always apply, especially not in accounts of torture…

    → 9:36 PM, Oct 30
  • don't just do it

    i often find myself persuaded by others ‘stop thinking. just follow your gut. just pick something you want and try to get it’. this is so common, but i really don’t think its wise. yes, it can be absorbing to chase. there’s an energy in it. but i feel joy only arises when your will is properly aimed.

    most people’s wills, especially in sf, is aimed towards forcing into existence a startup that does not need to exist. i feel much better when i restrain myself, and carefully deliberate over what must be done, and what is worth pursuing, instead of picking the strongest impulse i have, which is always changing

    → 9:32 PM, Oct 30
  • the modern world is too complex. there is too much bullshit to cut through to get to the core of life. the flood destroying civilization is how nature collapses complexity. water is said to represent truth. a flood swallows up differences and crushes them into homogeneity. complexity can be fun, but only if you don’t get caught up in it. the sea levels rise as we confuse ourselves more and more.

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  • i think philosophy, in the sense of careful deliberation on duty and purpose, is now undervalued, and embodied primal screaming therapy, trusting impulses and instincts, and thinking less, while all great and helpful at times, are now overvalued.

    i don’t really understand the five koshas, but it seems that the intellect is upstream of the emotions, despite what lots of new age stuff says. the new age stuff seems to confound thinking with Plato’s ‘logos’.

    or the capacity of enlightened reasoning, which seems, at least to me, to reliably align the body and emotion. whereas often times tons of yoga without deliberation on ‘what must be done’ is way less effective.

    a while ago i tried very earnestly to understand how photo-voltaic cells (i am not smart so it was hard), and when i felt i understood, my whole body felt massaged, and i felt joy, more so than from yoga

    → 9:25 PM, Oct 30
  • Technology & Perfection

    We let technology handle perfection so we can be lazy. Typing is forgiving. Mobile autocorrect is even more forgiving. Handwriting is unforgiving. Every twitch, quiver, and mistake stares back at you.

    This makes accomplishment easier. But for most of us, if we can be lazy, we will be. And so we atrophy.

    What medium in history has been more error tolerant than typing? Does this encourage laziness and a lack of diligence?

    Going to disable my backspace key and turn off autocorrect as an experiment.

    → 12:58 PM, Oct 25
  • rhythms of culture

    i’ve been thinking a lot about sadhguru’s idea of each nation and culture having a unique rhythm, or tara, and once you are aligned with that tara, you will ride its tune, or raga.

    www.barnesandnoble.com/w/bha-ra-…

    in traveling i can better feel the distinct rhythms of America.

    in the movies of the 50s, like It’s a Wonderful Life, you can sense a certain bubbliness, and a simple, optimistic enthusiasm. you can sense the rhythm of the go-getter, who must do, and do more, rather than reflect pensively over a cigarette in a dark room. we have them in 50s detective noir, but i’d bet money that aesthetic is imported from europe.

    i wonder if the land can set rhythm. i would trust the indigenous to uncover this natural rhythm. the yang, will driven, europeans– they settle, and perhaps there is some reconciliation between how they are and how the land is.

    to assimilate well into a culture, your constitution must be able to conform to its rhythm. an iowan farmer, unless brimming with Zarathustran self-assertion, will feel friction in Manhattan.

    the alternative is a multiplexed reality, different rhythms laid on top of each other, harmonized, cultural cohesion determined by how well they can harmonize, and the iowan farmer, in his own reality tunnel, naturally recognizes what slow parts of manhattan exist, and they form a kind of bass-line for the neurotic NYU art students.

    i would guess a lot of language learning is first adapting to the rhythm of the language. the melody, or words, come after.

    classically educated music critiques complain modern music no longer continues the western canon. it is unlinked from tradition. everyone sings their own disparate songs and spawn unique tracks and voicings. so our national rhythm divides further and further. the liberal will say it will all harmonize into a richer and complex composition. the conservative will say it’s unlistenable chaos.

    the EDM festival “fits” socal well. it’s like a reinterpretation of the sun and beach and desert. i wonder what will come out of it.

    → 4:50 PM, Mar 25
  • the craving for suffering to be necessary

    i do not want to accept a reality where humans are created so blind, the soul bound to a machine that carries so many flaws, and abandoned there to fend for themselves. how can god expect us to choose correctly? it’s like trusting a baby with a machete.

    suffering can only make sense to me if it’s a part of his game. every mistake must be chosen deliberately by him, out of a curiosity of the various paths in and out of hell, the different flavors of ignorance, and a joy in struggle and effort, in losing and receiving again.

    does god really leave us to flounder and suffer until our minds naturally turn to him? or does he choose to suffer, out of curiosity of different journeys in and out of Hell, wanting to explore every Valley of Death, experiencing the joy in effort of moving down then up again.

    is tamas not a mode of krishna? is evil not just Him concealing himself? willfully embracing diverse forms, physical and mental, rather than awareness itself? how else can He “wipe every tear from our eyes”? what other explanation is there? what other justification can be given?

    → 2:45 PM, Mar 5
  • humane work

    i recently read that the great philosopher-mystic simone weil, who grew up well off and educated, worked on an assembly line for a year in an industrial factory in order to experience for herself the problems of the 20th century french working class

    she then wrote “The Need for Roots” about the problems she saw there. the first part is about what she believed to be the “Fourteen Needs of the Soul”

    it reminded me of this great twitter thread on 90s movies-esque crappy jobs that are menial but humane, because you can fool around with your coworkers (also thinking of The Office)

    chores alone sucks but doing it with friends doesn’t feel like work. my mom told me about joint families in india where a bunch of ladies would sit together while knitting or cooking and gossip for hours and it made life fun. i saw a bagger and cashier flirting at trader joe’s yesterday and they looked very alive and enjoying themselves

    if you ever end up creating jobs, these are the subtle but important qualities that must be kept in mind

    → 7:11 PM, Feb 4
  • liberal universalism and the mystic utopia

    i love Bruno Maçães’s articulation of the issue of liberal universalism.

    Liberals wanted their political values to be accepted universally, much like a scientific theory enjoys universal validity. In order to achieve this, a monumental effort of abstraction and simplification was needed, similar to Isaac Newton or Albert Einstein abstracting from previous physical theories a more formal system of relations. Western civilization stopped being a civilization, or at least it stopped seeing itself as a civilization. It would not embody a rich tapestry of traditions, ways of looking and seeing, and it renounced the classical aspiration to pursue a philosophical or religious vision. Its principles were meant to be broad and formal, no more than an abstract framework of relations.

    human life takes place on a limited timescale, during which we are fated to place our bets on certain specific understandings of the world

    from: the return of civilizations (noema mag)

    basically: the libs think we don’t need tradition. we think we can live life totally rationally. but this viewpoint is based in a shallow understanding of the human condition (one which may be rectified by engagement with tradition). and it’s shallowness is revealing itself to us now, in health (mental and physical) epidemics, and continued international conflict. to throw away all the work of our ancestors towards this difficult task of living a good life is silly. life is too short for this. just because we do not understand their symbols does not mean they’re useless (Chesterton’s Fence).

    also see:

    Civilization advances by extending the number of important operations which we can perform without thinking about them - A.N. Whitehead

    i have one caveat to Maçães point. we may be able to do away with civilizational states. but we all need to be mystics. or loving intuitives. we all need to be seeing so clearly, so attuned to intuitive truth, that we don’t need the support of tradition. the right thing to do is simply obvious, and so you do not need to enforce a culture beyond the basics of liberal universalism. many people today are moving in this direction, re-deriving subjective truths from the rubble of tradition.

    that is my far far fetched utopia: mystical liberalism

    → 5:12 PM, Feb 4
  • sadhguru and plato's symposium

    i think this non-chalant sadhguru video, “How to Remain Focused & Energetic As You Age?", is a trojan horse for the ladder of eros in Plato’s Symposium. just replace the word ‘interest’ with Eros

    sadhguru says the energy derived from the body goes down as we age, but the energy derived from the intellect and consciousness stays with us.

    so we can infer it is more permanent. maybe because it is more subtle, and thus closer to God and Spirit.

    the ladder of eros in the symposium, the ladder that lifts us from ‘interest’ in bodies to interest in knowledge, seems to me like what sadhguru is asking us to climb

    i’m also reminded of cephalus, the elder in the beginning of plato’s republic. cephalus does not miss sex and feasts. he is actually happy to be free of these compulsions, and remains vibrant, enjoying life’s other pleasures

    → 4:50 PM, Feb 4
  • why not twitter

    i want to share my thoughts but i don’t want to push them out to people and i don’t want anyone to subscribe to them. i want to gratify the part of myself that wishes to be public and available, practice transparency, and provide the spirit of the internet more raw material with which to create useful synchronicites in others.

    on transparency, i’m reminded of Nehru in his The Discovery of India:

    We have nothing to hide. We are not afraid of what we do and what we say. We work in the sun and in the light. Even so in our private lives let us make friends with the sun and work in the light and do nothing secretly or furtively. Privacy, of course, we may have and should have, but that is a very different thing from secrecy. And if you do so, my dear, you will grow up a child of the light, unafraid and serene and unruffled, whatever may happen.

    → 4:50 PM, Feb 1
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