in the republic, plato says the best doctor is one who experiences many kinds of illnesses. i wonder if in bazi, when energy is in the phase of sickness, perhaps it means your consciousness is very tuned to sickness, even encouraging it. the silver lining of this is a great self-consciousness, which comes from anxiety, which comes from sickness, (the sickest ages are the most self-conscious, which has its benefits), and an understanding of medicine, health, and the body. i don’t think self-consciousness is bad, as long as you treat it artfully, with humor, and don’t get attached to it.