Trying to relax my desire to know and predict

People who like to rewatch movies know the ending, and this freedom from plot tension helps them savor the details. People who don’t like to rewatch movies lose interest without the plot tension, the details do not touch them.

Constant mindfulness of death help some enjoy the everyday. But causes others to see the everyday as pointless, and want for more.

For those who don’t care about plot or endings at all– none of this matters. They only ask: “what is going on right now?”

I’m trying to relax my desire to know and to predict.

“asti nāsti kathaṁ brūyāṁ vismayaḥ pratibhāti me”

Karthik Bala @kbala444